My Re: Crush

Today was just like all my other days if you hadnt realized, boring. It was early dismissal, and besides that there is nothing else to talk about but my crush.

Now this guy is absolutely beautiful. To others, he is just hot, and that is fine because he is hot. He has a perfect muscular body on him, really really nice face. Perfect teeth that are all natural. No braces need. Deeep voice that I love to hear. I just swoon when I hear him talk. I talked about all this in a earlier post.

I really really like this guy, but I have liked him before. Hence the title of this blog post today. I don’t know what to think about him though. I feel he isn’t actually a straight boy. This all started when a mutual friend of ours said she thinks he is totally gay. I, of course, didn’t believe her seeing how I had crushed on this guy in the past, and totally just thought he was straight. Although, that entire time, and now I always suspected there was something about him I didn’t know. I think this may be it. I think he may be gay. Now I am not going to be optimistic and say that we will ever hook up, but I would sure like to.

We have always had a love hate relationship with each other. We were getting along really well at the end of last semester. He even went as far as to let me take pictures of him flexing his arm. That still perplexes me to tell you the truth. Now though, it seems we have taken a huge step backwards in our relationship. Instead of the love love hate relationship we had, it is back to the 50/50 split. It has even gotten to the point where we barely talk to each other these days. I don’t really understand what happened seeing as I did nothing. I did nothing to change how I acted around him.

Well whatever. I mean I would love to date him, be with him, hell just BE him. Sadly, that will never happen to me. I am doomed to crush on him for…say…another month or so before his PMSy attitude starts to chafe a little to much, and I am pretty much at that point right now.

p.s. he is columbian, hence the columbian male model

~ by apollo89 on February 7, 2008.